Rachel
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I open the door and find a grand piano sitting there. I go in and sit on the piano. I started play a song I knew how to play so long ago. Unfaithful by Rihanna. In the middle of the song I break down crying. I look around to make sure no one saw me. I couldn't finish the song. I always hated my past. Thats why I always try to forget but somehow it comes back. Like right now in the forgotten room it remind me of my past. I couldn't escape it I know but I had too, somehow. I try playing a different song Everywhere by Michelle Branch I finish it only to find I'm sobbing even more harder. *I feel pathetic, Slytherin should not cry....but if they lived my past I guess they would* I slam my fists on the keys and get up and leave the room. Turning around the door didn't go away. I threw my head back "Ugh" * this cant be happening to me* I go back into the room and sit in front of the piano in frustration.
"what do you want from me?" knowing I wouldn't get an answer. I place my hands over the keys feeling smooth and cold. I close my eyes and started playing my heart out. Know each every song I played. Just getting more intense, I feel like I'm going to burst but yet calmness swept over me. It was nothing like I felt before. Tears were no more but memories will always last.
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lost between memories
confused in thoughts
missing by love
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